How much my Dad Pisses me off v1

Ok.. So I am going to start a series of blogs now on how much my dad pisses me off.

I need to put it down some place.

So tonight was stupid..
I was watching a movie online and was on the last part and they called my for dinner..

I said I will be there soon just want to finish the movie, so my mum said ok.

20 min later I come out and my Dad starts having a lil bitch that i came out late and I
seem to dislike the family cause i don't eat with them.. Like I think to myself why eat with people that dislike me, It's like a Muslim sitting down with a Jew.. It won't happen.

So I said I wasn't hungry cause I had eatten only 2 hours ago and he goes on like this.

Dad: If you had eaten then why come out and eat, just don't eat.
Me: Fine i won't if your going to be like this. (I start to walk back to my room)
Dad: Oh so now your going to run away and don't stand up...
Me: What's to stand up for you said what you mean.. "Don't Eat"..
Dad: I didn't say that..
Me: oh so your going back on your words now hey.. Cause you did say "just don't eat".
Dad: No.. Well I didn't mean that.
Me: pfft as if you didn't and I'm not running, I'm just sick of your idiotic statements..

So Yea.. My dad is a ex minister.. he still loves god and Jesus which I do also but how can a man that loves God/Jesus act the way he does toward me.

I was thinking last night..When people say that we can not accept the sin but accept the person..
Well then the bible says to love everyone, Love your enemy, love thy neighbor..etc

I thought - wait a second Love is acceptance.. How do you love a person without accepting them into your heart? So When God/Jesus taught the people to love wouldn't he mean to accept them with love... And if that's the case the why isn't my family doing that.

Just some more Pictures

These are just to pictures I have..

First is a black and white picture a friend did of me, she is a hobbyist photographer and I got a new dress and decided it would be fun to try out a picture..

I had 0 makeup on and no hairstyling so its a pure natural shot which I thought looked nice.

As for the second was just something I wanted to send to a couple girlfriends to show what I look like as of June 2010. That 1 I did do my makeup and just straighten my hair..but I didn't do a smile face as I wanted it to look punky/emo cause it would match the skirt and the look.

It looks ok..But I think I should of smiled..hehe

Well that's just a update.

Alisha xx

Alishababe's Intro !!

This is me.. as of 2010.

I am Transgender and started transition 4 years ago.
I came out to everyone in 2007.

At first I was illegally taking hormones by getting them from overseas,
till I found out you were meant to see a doctor.

I have been taking hormones for 3 1/2 years now and everything seems
pretty normal.

I was a computer Hacker since the age of 8, and loved and still do Computer Security.

I also trained as a chef for 4 years, then left it to get a career in Information technology.

I have done lecture's to Microsoft, Citec, Australia QLD Government Departments and some other companies.

I have taught people computer security and the risks of online/offline fraud and ways to stop it.

But I have always wanted to get into modeling as I find it interesting and it also looks fun.

I currently am not employed as my last job stuffed me over with pays and fired me after I contacted the Fair Ombudsmen to fix the pay up.

So I am currently looking for work in IT but also looking to get a modeling portfolio.

This is me :)
Alisha